{"id":12229,"date":"2026-06-18T11:56:33","date_gmt":"2026-06-18T11:56:33","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/traumanet.nl\/?post_type=artikelen&p=12229"},"modified":"2026-06-18T12:08:55","modified_gmt":"2026-06-18T12:08:55","slug":"what-an-mdma-assisted-therapy-process-for-ptsd-can-look-like-in-practice","status":"publish","type":"artikelen","link":"https:\/\/traumanet.nl\/en\/artikelen\/hoe-kan-een-mdma-ondersteund-traject-bij-ptss-er-in-de-praktijk-uitzien\/","title":{"rendered":"What does an MDMA-assisted therapy process for PTSD look like in practice?"},"content":{"rendered":"
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To better understand how MDMA-assisted psychotherapy<\/a> an example helps to illustrate how it works in practice. The following case is fictitious and compiled from various typical patient experiences, but it shows what such a process can look like.<\/p>

Mrs. D. is 46 years old, a police officer in a large city, married, and a mother of two children. For years she did what her job demanded of her: act during violent incidents, provide first aid at (traffic) accidents, perform CPR, and handle the discovery of bodies. Once she was seriously injured herself during football hooligan violence. She was out of work temporarily, but returned.\u2018You always keep going<\/em>\u2019, she said, \u2018because giving up is not an option.\u2019<\/em><\/p>

Stuck in alarm mode<\/h3>

Two years ago, however, she had an increasingly difficult time winding down and became exhausted. After a demanding shift that included a resuscitation, where she arrived at the scene and panicked children were present, she came home and Ms. D. could not sleep at all anymore. She was on edge and enormously tense. In the days that followed, everything seemed to surface at once: previous resuscitations, deceased people, panic from bystanders, crying children, and violent incidents. Many incidents from her work suddenly crowded in on her.<\/p>

Mrs. D. received trauma treatment<\/a>, making some memories less charged. But some PTSD symptoms<\/a> remained or got worse. Even in a specialized institution, with extensive trauma-focused and body-oriented treatment, she did not make any progress because her system repeatedly went into alarm status<\/a> shot. Recovery after therapy became increasingly difficult.<\/p>

In the preparation for MDMA-assisted therapy, it became clear how difficult Ms. D. found it to pause and reflect on her feelings. Her body was constantly on: alert, tense, ready to react. Naming feelings was barely possible. The idea of taking MDMA she found frightening. She was accustomed to maintaining control by not feeling. That seemed to keep her upright.<\/p>

Release built-up tension<\/h3>

During the first MDMA session, little happened at first. Mrs. D. remained alert and tense and soon said: \u2018I think I got the placebo.\u2019<\/em> With the support of the therapists and the soothing effects of MDMA, she was slowly able to allow feelings and tension that she would normally immediately push away. Her body began to tremble, which was frightening, but she was now able to stay with it with the help of the therapists.<\/p>

This first session was primarily about tension that had built up in her body over the years, rather than about one specific memory. Along the way, deep relaxation emerged and she learned that allowing tension often brings relief. She described it as if she were \u2018floating on an air mattress in an ocean of calm\u2019. The fact that she was still able to experience this gave her back her self-confidence.<\/p>

In the integration that followed, this became an important point of reference: not understanding or solving immediately, but learning to recognize when tension arises, staying with it, and noticing that relief often follows.<\/p>

A deeper layer<\/h3>

During the second session, a deeper layer emerged. Mrs. D. grew up in a warm family, but lost her mother at a young age. As a result, she took on many caregiving duties and learned mainly to keep going and to suppress her feelings.<\/p>

Under the influence of MDMA, she reconnected with the grief of her younger self. She saw how the loss of her mother was connected to the situations she later experienced as a police officer. With greater gentleness and peace of mind, she was able to further process her police traumas.<\/p>

The integration was not only about the police experiences, but also about her strict side and not feeling. Ms. D. began to write, spoke more with her partner about her feelings, and practiced with a different attitude: being less hard on herself and her environment and making more room for her own needs.<\/p>

The beginning of change<\/h3>

An MDMA-assisted trajectory is not a straight line, nor is it a guarantee of recovery. But sometimes it becomes visible that PTSD<\/a> not only is about what someone has experienced, but also about how someone has learned to survive. It is precisely there that change can begin.<\/p>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t

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